What a strange energy day! I felt like the lines of energy kept getting blurred and crossed. Powerful blasts of positive energy kept hitting me whilst at the same time some very low vibrational stuff has been happening. In the end I found I was getting cross or at least impatient with one or two things. Not only bad behaviour but underlying assumptions being made by others. At the same time I was watching reports come in from Birstall in Leeds of the murder of Jo Cox, a woman who represented people and tried to help them. Her death seems so senseless when she was trying to achieve good for others.
As I drove over to Blackpool to do a church service I wondered what was wrong with the energy today. Why was it so difficult to stay in the positive energy by doing positive actions. As usual my Guides were on hand to give a view. I’d been rambling on in my mind asking what these issues and events were mirroring for me. What aspects of myself was I finally noticing? They reminded me of the meditation I did for my group this afternoon. It was an opportunity to meet our Higher Spirit Selves. That’s the bit that makes this clay overcoat a person. Because we forget that part of ourselves for most of our lives. It is kept in the background by the Ego Mind. We don’t look at our magnificence as a vast Spirit being. Our focus is always on the smaller human mind and experience. That mind can be led into action by bravery, altruism, compassion. It can also be led by fear, envy and hate.
The Higher Spirit Self tries to influence us as much as possible. It is the small, nagging voice from the back of the mind that prompts us to do the right thing. It is the part of us that keeps hoping that we will choose actions that generate a positive flow of energy. If you like, it is the part of us that reminds us of right (Love) from wrong (Hate). Something happened today in the person who attacked Jo Cox. The choice made came out of low vibrational energy. We may never understand why he made that choice or how much his Higer Spirit Self tried to help him to see there were other choices. What the Guides encouraged me to do is to understand the example I have been set. Am I listening to the small voice of wisdom? Do I act out of fear? Even if I tell myself I am doing something because I fear for others it’s still a choice based on hate rather than love. Fear always is. They ask us to understand that we love ourselves so little that we take advantage of others, harm others or lie to others we are still wrapped up in the opposite of love – hate.
I’m looking forward to climbing in to bed tonight. I’m hoping that tomorrow the crossed energy, crossed wires, crossed communications and crossed actions will have ended. I’m going to have a good long chat with my Higher Self in my dreams to ensure I can make more choices in Love than Hate. And I’m sending healing energy to the whole of humanity with the intention that all we listen more closely to that small, nagging voice.
Day 213 of my blogging challenge.