Throughout my life I’ve come across other people’s agendas. I have also had my own agenda. That list of things I’ve wanted and worried I wouldn’t get. Things I’ve worked hard to achieve because I though they were important.
The one thing I’ve rarely had, however, is a hidden agenda. First, I can’t be bothered with secrets and games. Second, my face tends to give the game away. And third, it always seems such a waste of energy. I’d much rather operate from the truth. So you will get my opinion, if you ask for it, warts and all. Why hide behind polite pleasantry when I’m not in agreement. Surely it’s better to acknowledge what I’m feeling as openly as possible. I do like having a list though. A plan of what I want to work towards. And I will happily share it if I’m asked.
If I’m still working out my agenda what I tell you might be a bit hazy. I might have to say I don’t know. But as soon as I do I will share the detail so we can work together. After all, your list might compliment mine. Or mine might support yours. It’s really great to work towards common goals or share a part of the journey. Sharing an agenda can be great fun too. A journey is so much easier when you have company to keep the road interesting. I love helping someone get to where they need to go. Even if that means I have to leave them at their resting point and journey on alone. Or they have to leave me behind instead.
One of the challenges with being psychic is I can tell when an agenda is open or hidden. It’s there in the other person’s energy.
I may not know all the detail. The small things might escape me for a little while. But I do know the big picture. And if I don’t my Guides are certain to make sure I find out. In some ways the need for hidden agendas is a disappointment to me. The world really would benefit from a lot more honesty. If we stopped disagreeing in secret and told it like it was. That way I’m sure we could all adjust our lists to make sure that everyone got what they wanted. I guess we would have to acknowledge a few key things though. Like I want what I want and never mind you. Or that’s mine and I’m not prepared to share. Even I want all the power and you can’t have any.
Lots of hidden attitudes. Lots of ways to act as an individual rather than a community. Or to gather power and support by joining in only with like minded people. I would love to set an agenda of sharing. A list of common goals that everyone could achieve. I know that Mother Earth has the means to provide food, shelter, warmth for all of us. We could create harmony by stepping away from hidden agendas, secret cliques and me me me. What keeps us from doing that? Is my internal agenda of fear too strong to let me share with everyone? Am I so stupid that I think no one sees my actions?
In the end, what I do know about myself is that I am prepared to examine my own inner agendas. To see if the actions I take will produce good for others too at some point. And I’m prepared to do it openly. How about you?
Day 379 of my blogging challenge.
One of the themes that came up today in my Reiki Reresh group was how often we get our energy out of balance. Achieving the harmony between Spirit, mind and emotions that keep us in a healthy condition can be a challenge. That’s why I love to offer people a chance to receive Reiki and Earth ArchAngel energy.
ArchAngel Nushiel is the ArchAngel of Harmony in all things and is here to help us understand balance. She came into the session too so she could help me in achieving a balance in the healing energy being channelled in. I know that we are learning to think of ourselves as energy beings, with a physical body and an energy aura. It’s also important to understand how the aura can collect all sorts of low vibrational energy that creates dis-ease in the physical body. What I feel we notice less is how quickly our energy/body connection gets pulled out of alignment. Noticing this as soon as it happens is quite an achievement.
Yet I know it’s something we have to develop so that we can remove the mismatch and restore our wellbeing. My starting point has been to look at myself much more closely. So I try to notice every little thing around me. And every little thing within me. By placing my attention on the energy of small things I have started to see the imbalance in the energy of large things. I’m open to the intuitive information that Nushiel also brings to my attention. Sometimes it’s to do with the way I am thinking or feeling. Sometimes it’s about how others are behaving.
Paying attention makes achieving balance a lot more possible. Because as soon as I notice that I am off centre in any way I can use my Reiki to self-heal. Or I can ask for balancing energy from the Energy Beings who work with me.
They are happy to join in this process of rebalancing. They helped me to understand that I can connect with my intuition better when I am balanced. So that means I can get clearer messages much easier – a must if I want to be able to offer people that kind of service. I do know what they mean. On days when I’m feeling a little off par the connection seems like a mobile phone link. One that keeps cutting out, as if I was in a tunnel, and some questions I ask have to be repeated more than once.
On the days when I’m feeling centred within myself the information flows as fast as I can receive it. It’s accurate. There is significant content for the listener. And I don’t even have to ask any questions. I love those kind of days. To make sure I get more of them I check in with my energy every morning. If I feel sluggish or off balance I meditate to find the energy part of me that has drifted off. It could be that I have a cold, or aches. It might also be that I have drifted into negative thinking. Or that I wasn’t keeping my aura clear of other people’s energy.
Whatever the source of the energy drift I know that achieving balance again will only take a few moments. If I am willing to take action.
I guess that’s the point really. If I take rebalancing action as soon as I can there is less to consider later. Because I am sure we drift off balance quite a lot every day. Leaving energy to get stuck means a longer repair job. Especially if we are so out of alignment that our body is affected. I also,close every day by sending out healing to all those who wish to receive it. Balancing my energy means not just giving but taking too. Please join me in being open to receive that’s balancing, healing energy ?
Day 320 of my blogging challenge.