Grandfather Samesh Drops In

I bounced awake at 3.16 am today with the image of Grandfather Samesh in my mind.  Pulled from a deep sleep I wondered what was happening. And why he was there.

I am fortunate to work with the Earth’s ArchAngels. They are the Guardian Angels for this solar system with particular responsibility for all of humanity. One of these is Grandfather Samesh. He has much ancient wisdom concerning the formation of our Mother Earth, the evolution of living things and the abundance of life here. Samesh always shows me the Earth as a wonderful garden. A garden full of plants, flowers, trees and wildlife. All of it here for me to enjoy and live off. But he is also that rather grumpy Grandfather who sighs every time I forget to do the right thing. And those words were echoing in my head when I woke.

At the moment, with all of the fear, chaos and unsettling energy of change, it’s easy to make decisions that end up being a step onto a path that will make me unhappy. Or miserable. Trying to avoid the necessary things that have to happen or running and hiding from myself can get me on the road to nowhere. That’s the time I need Samesh the most. As that rather tough loving Grandfather who will help me see the wisdom of doing not what is easiest but what will be for the greater good. I soon drifted back to sleep clear in my mind that today was a key day to do the right thing.

What Samesh was helping me see was the need to clear myself of the fear of change. In fact to clear myself of all sorts of fears. Even the ones I’d never admited to myself.

Because I have some fears that are unspoken. I believe we all do. But whilst they remain inside of me, unsaid, I can pretend I don’t have those fears. Yet they can still be influencing my choices. So I took an opportunity that presented itself this afternoon. In the company of a good friend I sat and named my fears. Some were still powerful. But many were only the remains of fear. That in itself was enlightening. Understanding that some of my fears were gently dwindling down to nothing helped me see how much progress I’ve made. I realised that the ones that still had power were due to go. I couldn’t continue giving them headroom in case the changes Ii am making become based on fear reactions.

Of course Grandfather Samesh has things all lined up. Tonight, on the evening of the Full Moon, my friend had organised a Yoga Nidra. And I was free to go. The perfect way to release old fear energy and do a bit more to reduce the more active fears. I took my opportunity with gratitude to both my friend and Samesh for their loving kindness. They both played a part in the shift I experienced during the Nidra. The outcome of my day has been the support of good friends, an ArchAngel included, and my feeling of lightness. My Spirit is refreshed. My mind is focused. I am ready to embrace the chaos of change once more. And determined to do the right thing.

Day 505 of my blogging challenge 

Some Days Bring Sparkle

imageThe sun sparkled. The smiles of the people around me twinkled. I’m sure my aura was shining too. It’s been one of those days.

I love those days when everything has a sparkle. The easy to float through days. Everything sparkles. They always come when I’ve taken my first steps on the right path. How do I know it’s the right path?  My whole being vibrates with a positive flow. Abundance pours over me. I can feel the excitement of change. I become aware of the birds, the smell of the trees, the laughter all around. Life has fizz. I love it so much I want more. Much more.

If you have been reading my blog you might be wondering what has happened. I’m not always good at accepting or making changes. Sometimes I hold myself back from the good stuff because I’m still debating what to do. Yet there is always a tipping point. A moment when to stay blocked will result in stagnation. The only way really is onwards and upwards. I know that recently I passed that point. Reaching deep inside I pulled out the tough love Annie I can be. I needed her to push me to my limit. To help me get unstuck.

Tough love is so important. It is the Saturn energy, or the Grandfather Samesh vibe, that pushes me onward. A blast of power to help me reach the sparkle of new beginnings.

There are times when I have to do what I have to do. Not to do so would be disrespectful to myself. There are times when I will definitely not be pleasing everyone. I wonder how often they have considered pleasing me. Respect is a mutual thing but it starts with respect for self first. When I’m lost in the confusion of change, busy weighing up everyone else’s needs and forgetting mine, tough Annie yells in my ear. She reminds me to take life less seriously.

For that’s what happens when change energy is about. All sorts of things that don’t really matter seem to become very big. It’s easy for me to forget that I’ve been around this block a lot more times than once. And that’s without remembering my past lives or those yet to come. I have to keep it clear in my head that I’m here to live a good, happy and purpose filled life. That’s because it’s what I planned for myself. It’s only me who has been making it hard. The sparkle in my day reminds me that I’ve started making easy for myself once again.

Is it time for you to notice the sparkle? To jump into the change energy and find a new beginning? Happy days ???

Day 283 of my blogging challenge.