I bounced awake at 3.16 am today with the image of Grandfather Samesh in my mind. Pulled from a deep sleep I wondered what was happening. And why he was there.
I am fortunate to work with the Earth’s ArchAngels. They are the Guardian Angels for this solar system with particular responsibility for all of humanity. One of these is Grandfather Samesh. He has much ancient wisdom concerning the formation of our Mother Earth, the evolution of living things and the abundance of life here. Samesh always shows me the Earth as a wonderful garden. A garden full of plants, flowers, trees and wildlife. All of it here for me to enjoy and live off. But he is also that rather grumpy Grandfather who sighs every time I forget to do the right thing. And those words were echoing in my head when I woke.
At the moment, with all of the fear, chaos and unsettling energy of change, it’s easy to make decisions that end up being a step onto a path that will make me unhappy. Or miserable. Trying to avoid the necessary things that have to happen or running and hiding from myself can get me on the road to nowhere. That’s the time I need Samesh the most. As that rather tough loving Grandfather who will help me see the wisdom of doing not what is easiest but what will be for the greater good. I soon drifted back to sleep clear in my mind that today was a key day to do the right thing.
What Samesh was helping me see was the need to clear myself of the fear of change. In fact to clear myself of all sorts of fears. Even the ones I’d never admited to myself.
Because I have some fears that are unspoken. I believe we all do. But whilst they remain inside of me, unsaid, I can pretend I don’t have those fears. Yet they can still be influencing my choices. So I took an opportunity that presented itself this afternoon. In the company of a good friend I sat and named my fears. Some were still powerful. But many were only the remains of fear. That in itself was enlightening. Understanding that some of my fears were gently dwindling down to nothing helped me see how much progress I’ve made. I realised that the ones that still had power were due to go. I couldn’t continue giving them headroom in case the changes Ii am making become based on fear reactions.
Of course Grandfather Samesh has things all lined up. Tonight, on the evening of the Full Moon, my friend had organised a Yoga Nidra. And I was free to go. The perfect way to release old fear energy and do a bit more to reduce the more active fears. I took my opportunity with gratitude to both my friend and Samesh for their loving kindness. They both played a part in the shift I experienced during the Nidra. The outcome of my day has been the support of good friends, an ArchAngel included, and my feeling of lightness. My Spirit is refreshed. My mind is focused. I am ready to embrace the chaos of change once more. And determined to do the right thing.
Day 505 of my blogging challenge
Earth’s ArchAngel Parashiel
Still more leavings and joinings to go! Yesterday I wrote about the changes that have been happening. How I felt that letting things go was also bringing new things forward. Today it’s all been sunshine on a rainy day.
I woke up to the rain on my window. The clouds had arrived so the sky was gray. One of the changes in my Centre has been to stop renting out my healing room to other practitioners. I’ve been getting the signal from ArchAngel Parashiel, one of the Earth’s ArchAngels, that it’s time to offer his healing more widely. Today I got the push to get his room decorated. I’ve already had to order his new therapy bed. And reorganise what furniture is going to be in his room. As I stood looking at the colour charts in my local paint store he pointed to a bright, almost fluorescent green. What! Bright green, I thought. It’s a ray of sunshine he told me. Get it in silk not matt.
Enjoying a little chuckle to myself, these ArchAngels can be a bit insistent (make that bossy), I purchased the green paint. Yet when I started to paint the walls I understood at once. The colour has gone on a wall that catches the sunshine when it’s about. I saw immediately that the healing rays of the sun would bounce from the wall right onto the therapy bed. Clever ArchAngel! It might have been rainy outside but I could feel the warmth of the sun already and I’d only done a little bit of the painting. Now I have a peach and green room that reflects Parashiel’s warmth and healing love. No wonder he calls his healing a Balm.
I can’t wait for my first client on Monday to road test the sunshine for me. I’m sure there are going to be many happy people walking out of that room.
And Parashiel jumped in later this evening too. I’ve been getting some design work done for one of my new adventures. Chatting with Kirsten, my lovely graphic designer, I mentioned that I would need a logo for the Parashiel’s Balm healing. She started doodling as I mentioned the room colours and before we knew it there was Parashiel’s burst of sunshine captured on paper. How to design a logo on the back of a beer mat, so to speak. Of course it seemed obvious to both of us that he had already picked his colours. All I needed to give Kirsten was a little more information and it was done. Parashiel pushing me forward yet again.
I’ve grown used to being unsure until the relevant Energy Being speaks up. That’s because it happens such a lot. I love the way their beams of sunshine bounce around me. Bright inspirations drop in endlessly. All I have to do is ask. Then be listening for an answer. They don’t control me though. I have my own free will choice so I could have picked any colour of paint I wanted. It happens, however, that I agree with the choice that was made. I love my newly freshened room. It’s going to be a pleasure to work in there.
Only one little issue. ArchAngel Parashiel want some his energy painting hung on the wall. Currently the space is occupied by ArchAngel Arsheliel’s energy painting. Arsheliel doesn’t want to give way. We are in his month so he feels he should stay. I wonder who will be on the wall come Monday?
Day 440 of my blogging challenge.
I’ve had a full day with lots of action and some deep thinking. It’s time to connect with Ascension energy for this next phase of my life.
I’m busy reshaping what work I’m going to for the next nine years. It’s time to go forward with the activities that I put in my life Blueprint before I came here. I was reminded of this tonight when I went to give a talk at a lovely local group. New Directions brings like minded people together to share mind, body and Spirit information and experiences. So the opportunity to give my forecast of the energy for the next tweleve months was too good to miss. I love combining numerology, astrology, Earth’s ArchAngels and Tarot. My talk contained elements of all of these to highlight the Ascension energy shaping our world.
Of course all the talk about Ascension isn’t new. People have been waiting for Armageddon and the last days for a long time. There are all sorts of theories about how we will ascend into the heavens and collect our reward. However, I have always been cautiously optimistic that we wouldn’t need a hero to rescue us. That we would enlighten ourselves eventually and stop needing to be human beings. For a long time I’ve known that humanity is in the process of awakening to our Spirit selves. Back in 1998 I called my business Growth Into Awareness because I felt that was the journey I was on. Along with everyone else.
At the start of this year I rebirthed my business. It is now called Growth Into Ascension. The time is right to move from waking up to getting out of bed.
As I looked into the energy of the next year everything confirmed what my Guides have been telling me for the last eight years. Spirituality has to be lived not talked about. There is no hero Messiah to save us by making us play nicely with one another. Instead I know that it is time for everyone to find the Divine within themselves. Our Spirit is what will save us. Ascension consciousness is the acknowledgement that I am more than human. And that I am ready to live my life in a different way. Not a perfect way. But I have to live my spirituality to the best of my ability.
Why does that matter? I know that we are changing the energy vibration of the Earth to create positive energy conditions for the children of the future. The Crystal children who are already here in vast numbers. If I want to leave a legacy for the seventh generation I need to start acting from a higher consciousness now. And I want to share that journey with as many people as possible. My talk this evening reaffirmed the direction that my Guides have been taking me in for sometime. I am awake, I have got out of bed and now I’m taking the action that I promised myself I would. Bit by bit we can all change the world. I hope you will join me soon.
Day 429 of my blogging challenge.
One of the best things about opening up to my intuitive ability has been the chance to be part of sharing healing energy with others. Through my connection with Reiki, the Earth’s ArchAngels and Spirit beings I am often given energy to pass on.
Although I enjoyed my work as a therapeutic counsellor and knew I was part of a healing process I did sometimes feel that something was missing. At that time I hadn’t started to see the world as an energy environment. I knew about thoughts and feelings. I understood that these would influence choices and actions. But I didn’t recognise the energy that flowed as I thought or felt something. Healing support was given by medicines and talking therapies. When I opened up my connections to Energy Beings it shifted the way I understood my world.
It also changed the way I understood what healing meant. I became aware of dis-ease as an energy form. And that other energy could be given to release, change or disperse that energy form. As I explored more about energy healing I realised that I was being given regular blasts of healing energy. In the first place that healing energy only worked to help me remove stuck and damaging energy from my aura and physical body. Over time, however, I began to get more healing energy than I needed. That’s when my Guides suggested I learn to give that energy to others.
That began my journey into Reiki and Spirit healing. Learning to transfer what I had been given across to other people.
Even though I’ve been doing this work for a long time I am still awed by the way that the healing energy flows for all of those who come along for a treatment. Or the feedback from the videos I’ve issued that send out the healing energy too. I love that we are surrounded by all the positive flow of energy that we could ever wish for. That it is available to every single person. And all we have to do is be willing to receive it. So when I get a day like today, working to pass on the healing vibrations, I always enjoy giving all I am given.
My healing energy work has also given me the opportunity to become a healing teacher. I try to encourage every one I can to find out about the Energy world. Each time I do another Reiki attunement I know that another person will find that what they give out they also get back. I know that if we all approached our wellbeing from an energy point of view there would be much less need for medical intervention. If you are feeling like you’re out of sorts, out of balance or in need of a boost please think about asking for healing for yourself. I am sure that you, like me, can benefit from what is given to all of us.
Finally, please share in the discussion and information about energy healing. There are many ways to access help and support. You don’t have to suffer through things. Energy is being given so that you to can learn to give to yourself ?
Day 417 of my blogging challenge.
I’ve been indulging myself today. Lots of rest, good food and a thought-provoking message from ArchAngel Darashiel. I love when I get communications from Energy Beings.
Darashiel is the Earth’s guardian angel for our emotions. He is here to help us understand what it is to feel human. Sometimes that can be painful. But he wants to remind us in his message that joy and love exsist within us as well. I suspect he took a look at yesterday’s blog as I was writing it so today he wanted to help a bit more. Because I know it’s hard to stay positive when unexpected events bring strong, difficult feelings within us. There are so many things that can provoke our anger, dread, sadness or fear. It’s there when I look at the TV news or my Facebook feed.
Darashiel always steps close to me when I’m troubled by my feelings. He reminds me that the best way to deal with negative energy is to balance it with positive vibes. And to pay attention to my thoughts so they don’t rush along out of control. When my mind gets wobbled by my feelings I can negelect my physical body. Or I can reject the wiser counsel of my Spirit self. Yet I need all aspects of my being to be in balance if I am going to manage the flow of my life. And the flow of events in the outer world.
I know until we learn to be better human beings we will struggle with aggression and power. Darashiel inspires me to take a longer view.
Change can happen. But I have to think about the changes in me first. It’s been a very different December for me. Standing back from everything my month was mostly upbeat, loving and balanced. Not everything was as expected. But looking closely at my feelings has helped me to stay balanced. Perhaps I shouldn’t be amazed at how easy December was for me. After all, I have been working hard for a long time to balance myself. And my emotions.
The message is clear. I have to say up front that it’s not about no feelings at all. Balance is about giving myself permission to feel. To be in the moment reacting to the experiences I’m having. Whether that is fear, distress, joy or delight. Not bottling anything up. But it is also about letting those feelings flow through me to be released. Keeping a lid on feelings saves them up. The energy gathers in a heap. Holding the energy of unexpressed feelings takes a lot more energy. And before I know it my body can be piled up with stuck, old, wasted energy.
Today my body felt light and free. Darashiel’s message was a confirmation that I am in balance.
There have been events that have stirred up strong feelings, yet I have managed to react, feel and let go. To return to that positive state of balance where I am able to send out healing energy from a place of love. Not hate. Or anger. Or grief. I know I will have to work every day to keep that balance. That there will be events that create such powerful feelings that I will wobble. Yet I also know that I can have help. The Earth’s ArchAngles and the Energy Beings are there to support my energy. To send in a message whenever I need one. They surround me with love. All I have to do is let it in.
Let love into your life in 2017. Strive for balance in your feelings. Let yourself experience joy. All you have ever wanted is right there in front of you ❤️
Day 413 of my blogging challenge.
Some days it seems like I’m waiting for inspiration to strike. Sitting down to write my blog, staring at a blank screen my mind wanders off somewhere else. Of course it’s not just when I’m waiting to start my blog.
I often find myself smiling at my blankness. I wander into a room having forgotten why I’ve gone in there. Or I pick up something I have just been doing and wonder what it was I planned to do next. My diary can be a revelation when I realise I’ve forgotten some activity I listed to do. Forgetfulness, absent mindedness, poor memerory. It can strike me any time and anywhere. And then there are the days when I can’t seem to recall exactly what I’ve done. A challenge when my blog is based on what has happened to me in the day!
Of course, there are also plenty of times when I’m waiting for inspiration to strike in other areas of my life. Right now I know there is a shift in energy coming along. I’ve been writing about it for the last three months. I also know that I will be able to get on with my spiritual mission really well. It’s just that I’m still not sure what my mission is. So how can I get on with it? Or do I go on strike? Say I won’t do anything and see what happens? How will I survive the not knowing what to do?
When I get myself backed into a corner like this I have to remind myself that doing something is better than doing nothing. Even small actions help.
So today I have carried on with my Earth’s ArchAngel workshop, my church service and my blog. I have inspirations floating around in my head so I have written them down. There are ideas I need to put some shape to. I’ve spoken to a couple of people who can help me get some of the ideas sorted out. All that I have done takes me a step closer to understanding my purpose eventually. I’m turning my thoughts and feelings into doing.
Strike whilst the iron is hot was a saying once used to encourage people to get on with things. It comes from making iron implements. When the iron is hot and soft it can be shaped more easily. I’m the iron and I’m making sure I shape my future in the best way I can. So whilst there is change energy around I want to make the best use of it. I like the way I can continue to take action even if I’m in a fog of not knowing the big picture. Perhaps that’s my state of mind more often that I want to admit. Uncertainty can make me feel fearful. Yet uncertainty eventually turns into absolute certainty if I am patient.
And here we are. At the close of a blog that has shaped itself whilst I was waiting for inspiration to strike. I encourage you not to wait. Take action whenever you can. Every small step takes you closer to your future purpose.
Day 392 of my blogging challenge.
It’s been another strange day. I’m now in Nottingham attending a paranormal conference that I hope will be lots of fun. That’s because I’ve followed my intuition and it brought me here.
Here is a distinctly style challenged hotel where a clean room has been an adventure to find. I hope I managed to play the part of Alex Politzi, Hotel Inspector, with as much humour as she would have done. At least there are no bed bugs. Note to self – read Trip Advisor before I book not after! And I’ve been able to pop in to the Galleries of Justice to set up our display. The traffic wardens were really kind. I just had to be running backwards and forwards to the car frequently enough to show I was unloading. Then Jan and I did our live broadcast to the Seekers on the Earth’s ArchAngels Wysdom Odyssey. There are some new people this month so it was good to talk.
Of course, since I like playing with the Facebook live video we had to do another one for my wall. Sitting across from Angel Yard at number 27, with the Crime & Punishment banners behind us, and the gate to the Goal open I could almost feel the thumb screws. What on earth are two ladies of a certain age doing running around the back streets of Nottingham on an autumn night? I have no idea but I do know we have been laughing hard all afternoon and evening. Our ArchAngels get us into some unusual situations. Not to mention into some good company.
I always hope to find good company wherever I go. Meeting people and exchanging ideas is always energising for me.
The end of the evening has been spent talking about paranormal and spiritual ideas. With some friends (old and new) I had a lot more laughter. Investigating if there is anyone there doesn’t have to be serious. It’s more important that it’s thorough. I feel it’s also more important to be open minded and ready to experience for yourself. The Spirit World will always show themselves to anyone who asks. The more positive I am about wanting to experience something of their presence, even if I doubt it or don’t believe in them, the more likely they are to make it happen. Of course, if you want to challenge them they will also, sometimes, rise to that challenge. I hope that anyone doing that realises that they will get exactly what they asked for.
So a day full of laughter, good conversation and friendship. A day filled with ArchAngel energy and Spirit beings. I am so glad I live an intuitive life. Every day really is an adventure. I look forward to tomorrow being full of more of the same. And one last thing. As I started to do the first live video I noticed a small plant growing out of the mortar between the wall and step of the Galleries. Something I hadn’t noticed when we picked that spot. How fitting to be opening ArchAngel Shimea’s month near that plant. One tiny little plant reminding me that after all the stone and structure has gone what will remain is Mother Earth. Shimea is the Angel of True Nature. His job is to remind us that We, like the plant, are part of Mother Earth. We too can grow in the harshest and meanest of conditions. I believe his message tonight was all about hope.
Day 341 of my blogging challenge.
I started my day with an hour or so of tidying the garden. Something I had been meaning to do for a while. Especially as my friendly gnome was getting a bit fed up of my excuses.
Many years I ago I would have been telling myself I’d lost the plot if I was talking about conversations with gnomes. Even not that long ago I would have smiled a bit at the idea that there were actually fairies, gnomes and eleves. Yet as I learned more about the energy world we live in the idea of fae folk became much more believable. It was at that point that I started meeting them. Now I enjoy working with the Elementals in my Earth Healing work. Which brings me back to my garden gnome. He looks after my little bit of space where I have my plants and pots.
Once I started to connect with him and he realised I was open to listening to what he had to say he has kept my plants well. In spite of my neglect of them. I have always had brown thumbs so house plants have tended to survive in spite of my kind of tender loving care. My gnome keeps himself busy radiating positive energy at the plants. Though to me he often seems grumpy. That’s no surprise really as I’ve been promising I would do garden work for months. Every day as I make my way from the gate to the front door he has been there. Shaking his head and giving me the look. It had got to the point where I wouldn’t look at him. Or listen to his suggestions. I would hurry past with a nod in his direction and a quiet ‘I know’.
Finally today I got stuck in. It helped that my friend Julie had arranged to call by and give me a hand. My gnome was as joyful as a grumpy old man could be expected to be.
As I moved things around I could hear him. Muttering away about humans. How we don’t always feel the connection with the land. He’s right. I was well aware that the plants were unhappy. Yet I ignored them. Other things seemed to be more important. That’s often what we believe as the disconnection from energy means we only focus on ourselves. I know that we could live more positively on and with the Earth. There are Energy Beings all around who would help us do so. I also know that in the swing to placing science on a pedestal we have lost a vital core of knowledge. After all, I was one of the people denying that my friend the gnome exsisted at all.
Very soon I will be working with ArchAngel Shimea once again. Along with the elementals he has reconnected me to the garden we call the Earth. I find his influence in my paintings. He steps forward when I notice the flowers or trees. My gnome and I work in Shimea’s energy when we beam positive vibrations to all the plants and trees on the planet. Sometimes I’m told by other people that big ecological issues need big solutions. My gnome disagrees. He thinks that if I look after my small corner of the Earth and work to make it beautiful I will be changing the energy. He says that my indifference to my patch of Earth is what harms the whole Earth. As so many of us are indifferent the Earth is struggling.
The Elementals would like us to return to appreciating our planet. To recognising that it can fulfill all of our needs if we treat it like a garden.
My lovely friend the gnome suggests we all plant seeds and help them grow. I know what he means. I am more likely to take care of something I have created, tended and can enjoy the fruits of. My garden can be lovely. I don’t need to worry about my neighbour’s efforts. His patch belongs to him. Perhaps my neighbour will see what I have done and be inspired to do more. Maybe I will see what he has done and be inspired too. Then perhaps both of our gnomes will be happy knowing that we are, at last, tending to our planet.
Day 328 of my blogging challenge.
I had a trip out today. I was visiting a shop in York where I spent 4 happy years doing readings and the occasional workshop. This time I was promoting Parashiel’s Balm Energy Healing and the Earth’s ArchAngels.
I always find it fascinating when I notice how different I have become. In the last month I’ve done another return service at the first Spiritualist church I ever visited. I’ve extended my way of teaching people with our online course. And I’ve begun talking to strangers about the ArchAngels. Today I thought about all of these things. It’s pretty amazing really for someone who didn’t actually believe in Energy Beings eleven or twelve years ago. Meeting these other world beings has certainly changed my life.
When I was thinking about it today my reaction was how different my life might have been. Had I carried on being a sceptic I might never have taken up the challenge I was presented. There is the possibility I wouldn’t have let myself try something completely outside my comfort zone. That was to experience this other reality for myself. And then make up my own mind about ‘reality’. Yet I know I would have missed so much. The opportunities and choices I’ve had have been endless. I didn’t want to stand on a platform in front of strangers and talk. Teaching was definitely not on my radar. Approaching strangers with confidence and making small talk was my biggest fear.
How did I get to be doing all of this? Meeting my Guides was a big part of it.
Finding out they were greeting me with open arms was astounding. As was the realisation that they had been waiting to greet me all my life. Then to be encouraged and supported by them. Even through my biggest wobbles and doubts. They helped me to learn about opening up and, most importantly, about closing down. They worked with me to ensure I moved through the energy levels. My Guides also helped me to work out which Energy Beings I could trust and those who I could refuse to connect to. They kept me safe when I was tempted into taking too many risks. They ensured I had the knowledge to back up my experiences. And they kept me clear about my life purpose.
I love meeting and greeting new people now. Standing up giving messages in front of a hall full of people is such fun. Reaching out to other to connect them with Energy Beings makes me happy. Sharing what I have experienced is a pleasure. Doing all of this I’ve also learned that I’m ‘right’ for some people but not others. That’s why we have so many ways of finding out about Spirit, Spirtualism and Spirituality. My way of doing things will only suit the people who share my world view. And I love that too. Diversity is vital to a vibrant life experience.
Today I met some interesting new people and I enjoyed every moment of it. So I know I’ve come a long way. How exciting to look forward to going even further in my growth.
Day 321 of my blogging challenge.
All in a day’s work! This is my last night away from home and on Saturday I start back to work. Not only with the Intuitive Meditation, Drop In and Psychic Club sessions but with a church service too. Good job I’ve had a lovely rest.
I’ve also got another church service on Sunday. As well as trying to catch up with the Earth’s ArchAngels online course which launched today. So why do it all? Tonight over dinner we have been talking about my work. I feel especially grateful to be able to work for myself, doing things that I love and having my material needs taken care of. Over time I’ve been able to expand my work from readings and demonstrations of mediumship in churches. As I’ve answered my Guides’ promptings I have a lovely Psychic Club to help people learn about their intuitive abilities. I run meditation and Reiki groups to clear out the energy clutter. And I help people to connect to each other and the Energy Beings.
It’s no wonder that I appreciate every moment of ‘down’ time I can get. Especially since, when I am passionate about something, I want to do everything all at once, lol. Somehow my diary always finds me a gap to step away for a short while. The club, readings, services, workshops and everything else can fit around my absence. So over the past days I’ve been at the beach, read several books, done some drawing and slept a lot. I’ve been shopping, enjoyed great meals out and practiced my very limited Spanish. All in good company and with much laughter.
I’ve blogged before about taking time for me. It isn’t always easy to put into practice though because I tend to think of all the things I could be doing for other people in my ‘down’ time.
Yet even in my own business I have to be a tough boss and tell myself to take time off. Refreshing my energy means that as I leave the Psychic Club on Saturday I will still have the passion to go and do the best I can in a church service. I will also have the energy to enjoy all of my work until the next time for a break. That’s the best bit really. I love working for myself to serve others and I love taking time away too. It’s not the perfect life/work balance yet because I’m always ready to try something new. Extra things get squished in when I least expect it. But it’s good enough. Good enough for me as I enjoy myself at work or play.
Day 311 of my blogging challenge.