Category Archives: Channelling

Saint Germain Came Too: A Holistic Day Out

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SaintMore time spent with Saint Germain! I wrote earlier this week about his presence when I was doing my channelled paintings. The result was a picture called “St Germain and the Violet Flame. Today I took the painting with me to a Mind, Body, Spirit event. And found that I was also speaking on his behalf.

That’s what I love about my intuitive life. If I follow the prompts that I’m given lots of great things happen. So I got my painting into a frame as directed yesterday. Today I dressed in violet (Saint Germain’s Ray or energy vibration) and emerald green (for higher heart healing) as directed. Even my FitBit has had to be violet. I gathered up all of my stuff, planning to take my book and a few other things, only to put most of them on one side. The instruction was to take my channelled paintings and my book instead of everything else. Of course the energy of the paintings was all about healing, third eye chakra and Violet Flame. With a bit of Owl Wisdom, Merlin and Fae energy thrown in for good measure.

So I knew I was going to be in for some interesting discussions. I was also giving a Past Lives talk with a meditation. It made perfect sense that Saint Germain, who has had many lives, wanted to be in on the energy of my session. I’m sure he was working with the Violet Flame to dissolve as much stuck energy as possible. And he was very persistent in my chats with the people who visited my table. His words poured out to help people recognise that the challenges in their lives could be resolved in a positive way. I love his gentle insistence on saying what is needed. I also know that everyone who came in the door today got a blast of his compassionate toughness. Whether they knew it or not. That’s why I love taking my paintings and crystals with me.

They do their work. And I do mine. We collaborate in sharing the loving energy as much as we can. I have a feeling that Saint Germain will be popping up again in a lot of my future work. It’s time to embrace the Age of Aquarius. I’m ready. Are you?

Day 975 of my blogging challenge

Letting Spirits Blend: Channellings From Inspirers

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lettingI’ve taken the opportunity today to do some channelling. Letting the Inspirers who work with me blend with my energy so that I can pass on their teachings. It’s work I very much enjoy because I am always intrigued by the information they share with me.

Sometimes I am inspired to paint. Other times the channelling has to be written down. And sometimes I record the information as I speak it on their behalf. Letting these ways of communication develop is a process that has lasted a number of years. First of all I had to get used to their connections. Then I had to learn to open my aura energy so that the Spirit or Energy Being could share my energy. I also had to understand the nature of blending. Giving my conscious mind a task to do whilst my intuitive mind deepened the connection. Deepened it by allowing an inflow of the Inspirer’s energy. Being patient with myself was a key part of the process. Because making sure the blending is balanced between us took time.

I had to learn to be comfortable with this extra energy. Also letting it fill me as much as needed for the channelling to be a success. Finally, I also had to let go of a little bit of control. I feel this was the hardest one for me. Learning to trust the communicator as much as I trusted myself. Removing all those fearful ideas that I had picked up over the years concerning possession. And understanding that my invited guest would leave the instant I asked them to. As I worked I discovered that channelling is not just something done to me. I am an active participant in the process. I give my permission first. Then the energy blending takes place. Producing some interesting, jaw dropping and exciting results.

I’ve been learning so much more about myself as I channel. My Guides and the Inspirers have been my steady and kind companions in what I first undertook as an experiment. A dare if you like. What they have put in front of me has opened my eyes and my mind. I consider myself truly blessed to be able to work in this way. Long may it continue!

Day 969 of my blogging challenge

Reviewing Twelve Months Of Letters: Time To Celebrate

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Reviewing Automatic writing It’s been a kind of reviewing day. Not least because I have complete a full year doing my live broadcasts on Facebook. I started Letters From The Light Side with some apprahension. And a feeling that it wouldn’t last more than three weeks. I guess I was lacking in enough faith and belief.

So here I am twelve months later with fifty two videos and a great number of views. More that I ever anticipated in those wobbly days when I was setting out. I’ve been through the loop of wanting to appeal to everybody. Also of wanting everyone to like my channelling. I’ve been stressy with my Guides in case I wasn’t doing it right. Even short with myself for the way I look, speak and dress. Yet I’ve also laughed an awful lot. I’ve felt the presence of so many Energy Beings. Reading the positive feedback and the lovely comments I’ve felt humbled. And reviewing it all I’ve been satisfied that I’ve tried. That I’ve done my best. And  that the videos have reached anyone who needed them.

That’s my work for Spirit in a nutshell. Today I was getting rid of old papers. I came across all sorts of memories connected with my journey into mediumship. Reviewing some of the places I’d been, the people I met there and the work I’ve been able to do I knew I had tried my best. Even when it didn’t quite work out as I thought it would. Or when it worked out better than expected. My Guides have never asked me to do anything perfectly. They have always asked me to do my best. Because they have always said my best is good enough. I know they have smiled when my perfectionism has rushed to the surface. And kept on encouraging me.

Reviewing the last twelve months I know that my perfectionist part has shrunk. A lot of my apprehension was about getting the broadcasts wrong in some way. I am very privileged to be able to speak on the behalf of Energy Beings so I really want to get it right. But they have shown me that faith and belief are not the only things that matter. I also have to try. And keep trying. Then I will always be good enough.

Day 819 of my blogging challenge

New Directions: Relationships In 2018

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New Tonight I returned to a favourite group of mine. New Directions meets once a month in Halifax, West Yorkshire. It is a place for people to share healing, access spiritual info and listen to great speakers. I was supposed to attend in January but the weather postponed it until after the Chinese New Year. But, of course, I know everything happens for a reason! And I want to share my talk about 2018.

“Thank you for asking me to talk to the group again. It’s always lovely to return and share my understanding of the energy for the year to come. I’m actually rather interested that my talk was moved from January to February, to fall after the start of the Chinese New Year of the Dog, my birth year. I’m an Earth Dog and I suspect this talk is being given now to help us all ground into the Divine Feminine energy that has started to flow more strongly that it has since the 1960’s.

Of course we are stepping into another Aquarian age. Depending on the dating system used this can be any time from the Industrial Revolution until now. Or some years hence. See Wikipedia for a more detailed explanation. The influence of Aquarius brings electricity, computers, flight, democracy, freedom, humanitarianism, idealism, modernization, astrology, nervous disorders, rebellion, nonconformity, philanthropy, veracity, perseverance, humanity, and irresolution. I support the common position expressed by many astrologers. Astrology sees the Age of Aquarius as that time when humanity takes control of the Earth and its own destiny as its rightful heritage, with the destiny of humanity being the revelation of truth and the expansion of consciousness, and that some people will experience mental enlightenment in advance of others and therefore be recognized as the new leaders in the world. 

I think of this influence as four corner stones: energy, free will, personal responsibility and community. In this new energy our understanding of these in relation to our ways of living will increase.

I believe these strands will be unmissable during 2018 as the boost of Divine Feminine energy pushes us to tackle how we relate to one another. In my communications with Guides it seems it is both a creative and collaborative energy bringing before us the challenge to change our relationships. So that we can co-create a more harmonious world. This doesn’t mean the rise of women over men. I believe it actually means that all of us will be learning to better express our own feminine energy – something that women and men both have – in ways that are assertive and strong. Together the whole of the human race can greatly improve our lives and our connections with Mother Earth. Who is also going through this process with us at the moment.

In seeking to understand how this will affect us it is always best to go from the heart and with the intention to do the right thing. Manifesting (making it so) becomes so much easier. But ‘what you give out you get back’ also becomes more prominent. Since 2008 we have been asked to consider what energy we are putting into the ‘system’. At the end of this cycle in 2018 all that you have given will return. With interest. There is a strong ‘tough love’ vibe coming from the angelic community, especially the Earth’s Guardian Angels. See each return of energy as an opportunity to correct your energy and to return to heart centred living.

There will also be a great need for healing. We cannot function in collaborative relationships until we release the Us/Them split, the disempowerment and lack of love for our fellow beings.

Switch on your self-healing. Start with yourself. Then offer healing out to others too. Listen to the words of Desiderata. It is a good starting point. There are many other inspirational words waiting to be heard. Pay attention and listen. Then work to understand how those words can be translated into living a spiritual life. Each one of us has the seeds of greatness within. It is for each of us to find and magnify those seeds, to energise them and help them grow. Greatness does not mean Ego. Greatness is the freedom of the Spirit Within to shine it’s Light along with all others and offer love, compassion and gratitude to and for all things.

The Impact of Divine Feminine Energy Month By Month Using The  Lunar Calendar (Channelled from the Energy Beings)

Use the New Moon to Full Moon (waxing/growing) for asking for dreams and wishes or energising the requests you have already sent out. Use the Full Moon to next New Moon (waning/shrinking) for letting go of what no longer serves you.

15/02/18 New Moon 02/03/18 Full Moon

Inner work: Where are you lacking in love for yourself. Examples will arise to show you the ‘voice’ or script that you keep repeating to put yourself down. There may be challenges. You may find that you are reluctant to say what you mean for fear of causing conflict, in case your words may be hurtful or because you are not used to speaking as you find. Do your best to let go of assumptions and judgements about how you will be heard or understood. Relationships can only strengthen when they are build on truth and trust. Take a risk and say what you feel.

Outer work: There is a great deal of fear and uncertainty as the pattern set in 2008 is about to come back. Be aware of all things financial – not because there will be a crash but because that is what people fear. Stay calm and grounded about your own finances and resources. Remember that the Universe always provides exactly what is needed at exactly the right time. To the penny if necessary. Steer clear of the drama others are creating.

17/03/18 New Moon 31/03/18 Full Moon

Inner work: Review your use of words. Can you express your feelings about yourself in more helpful and kinder ways? Have you identified what you are actually feeling and do you name it to yourself? This month opportunities will arise to understand the energy of your own feelings. When people mirror them for you accept the information with gratitude and remember not to shoot the messenger. Mastery of feelings brings focus in all things.

Outer work: What a grumpy month! In all relationships we must learn boundaries and respect. However it can be hard to hold to boundaries. And to respect that every single being has a place in this wonderful creation. Notice where you are relying on stereotypes. Give everyone the permission to be who they need to be right now. And remember not to take it personally. It’s not about your behaviour. It’s about their inner challenges.

16/04/18 New Moon 30/04/18 Full Moon

Inner work: You may feel a little raw and uncertain. Change always makes us wonder if we are heading in the right direction. This is the month to make sure you are grounded and balanced. Check that you are achieving inner harmony by a careful blend of creativity and manifesting. Give room to both sides of your nature so that you can make plans. There is more clarity within you. And you are ready to acknowledge your bigger dreams.

Outer work: There is an awful lot of talk but perceptibly little action going on around you. It’s as if all the ills of the world are being identified but no one is working to deal with them. There is an absence of hope. In the best relationships we can acknowledge the point where things seem most stuck. Ask questions. Get people talking. Share your feelings and thoughts. Discussions can become inspirations. Remember stuckness can shift.

15/05/18 New Moon 29/05/18 Full Moon

Inner work: As we head into a new season it’s time to enjoy more love. Make sure you are taking time for yourself. Rest as much as possible. Be easy in letting things happen in the perfect time. You are being asked to understand that birthing the new takes time. Divine time. Be gentle with yourself when you feel you should be pushing ahead. The longer you wait the more your energy will grow. Work on your confidence. Believe in yourself and your abilities. Have everything ready to go when the moment is right.

Outer work: Everything is suddenly rush and bustle. However too much impatience actually slows manifesting down. Or stops it. Be the steady one in the relationship giving reassurance. Spread calm and peace. Refuse to engage in panic or dismay.

13/06/18 New Moon 28/06/18 Full Moon

Inner work: Let your imagination run wild. Think of all the ways you can improve your connection to others. Be brave and try them all out. All the while letting your true self be more visible. Rejections do happen but they are more about the other person than you. Look around you. There are many people on your wavelength if you are prepared to see them.

Outer work: Fear peaks again. People are being reminded of the uncertainty that is life. Dramatic events may throw you the test of being a leader to others. In all relationships there is a time when you have to lead. It’s likely to be this month. Don’t step back. Step forward. Help others to rebalance themselves. Show them how to do it.

13/07/18 New Moon 27/07/18 Full Moon

Inner work: It is time to get comfortable with all of your abilities. This month you may feel the urge to do lots of new things. Try them. Let yourself explore what you can do rather than what you believe you can’t. You are coming into blossom, ready to add more to your world than you have ever imagined.

Outer work: The debates are turning from talk to action. Don’t be surprised that others are showing you a new picture of yourself and their relationship with you. Give the energy between you time to grow. Acknowledge each other’s abilities as openly as you can. Give praise, feedback and thank you’s.

11/08/18 New Moon 26/08/18 Full Moon

Inner work: You are growing stronger in acknowledging yourself, balancing your needs against the needs of others more easily. Try not to be tempted to give endlessly to others again. Remember the balance of give and take is vital to a thriving relationship. Release any person, situation or circumstance where the only thing happening is taking.

Outer work: As people adapt more to giving and taking some old language has to be replaced with new words. Pay attention to the words you use to others. Invest them with compassion and kindness. Give your support rather than advice or instruction. Encourage them to return the give by being open to receive.

09/09/18 New Moon 25/09/18 Full Moon

Inner work: The start of a month of endings and completion. In each relationship there are many endings as the relationship thrives or falls. Be aware that you are being asked to end any relationship that no longer sustains you. Including your own relationship with yourself. Use the power of endings as a way to transform your relationship with yourself.

Outer work: All around thing seem to be ending. Uncertainty is at it’s peak. People are anxious and you may find your words falling on deaf ears. This is the time to stay quiet and composed within yourself. Give the other person room to review the relationship and be ready to help them let go of it. Remember that grief is a natural part of letting go too. Make room for that grief and sorrow to be expressed.

09/10/18 New Moon 24/10/18 Full Moon

Inner work: The energy shifts rapidly. Radical changes are happening. You feel a new freedom to be yourself. You are embracing your strengths and your ability to share yourself with others. It is time to put yourself to work sharing all of your wisdom. Talk, discuss, debate. Feel the creative Divine Feminine flow and feed your imagination.

Outer work: There is a big sigh of relief. The worst still hasn’t happened. People feel able to carry on living. There is a better ability to cope with uncertainty. Relationships that were rocky are now on firmer ground. There is a sense of community emerging. A feel of not being alone and up against it. Make connections for people whenever you can. Help them to sense the bigger picture for humanity.

07/11/18 New Moon 23/11/18 Full Moon

Inner work: It’s time to recognise your ability to make connections in a much more focused way. You can imagine and manifest positive outcomes. You are better at solving problems and moving things forward. Without noticing it you have stepped into your spiritual mission. Keep on track by continuing to love yourself.

Outer work: It is time to suggest collaborations. People are more willing to listen and understand. There are going to be new ways of doing things and you can contribute so much to this wave of energy. Show people how to live from heart centred conciseness. There are many opportunities to empower all of the people you relate to. Be creative!

07/12/18 New Moon 22/12/18 Full Moon

Inner work: Having stepped into collaborative relationships the next step is to forgive yourself for anything you feel has not gone right. Mistakes happen so that we can learn and progress. You will find lots of feedback coming your way about what went well. And what didn’t. Use this feedback to check that you are doing your best. There is no perfect. Good enough is good enough. So don’t take these messages from the Universe, whatever way they arrive, as criticism. Use them as seeds for your next period of growth.

Outer work: This is a month of reflection. A time of refocusing on what is really important in life. You will find there is a stronger sense of community, everyone pulling together and helping one another. Stay proactive. Add your voice to the reflection. Share what you feel you have learned about relationships. Suggest the ideas you have developed about making better connections with one another. Above all, let your voice be heard. Your loving, trusting, wise voice. Believe in yourself and others and the power of change. It can happen if you are prepared to make it so.

Day 817 of my blogging challenge

Big choice, Big Change. Are you getting ready?

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There is so much to talk about today. All my conversations with others have had lightbulb moments for me. And it’s all about choice.

However, I really want to say something about the process we are all in at the moment. I’ve written about it a bit in other posts but as the energy gets clearer so does the overall message. I know that at the moment we are all undergoing a purification. The Spirit that is inside us is reaching out to wake us up to our upcoming change. That change is to live life with a new purpose. To become the Spirit acting more powerfully through our human body. Because it will soon be time for every one of us to make a choice. In fact all of the energy surrounding me and you is pushing us towards a decision.

Decide what? That’s the next step. When I step away from the illusions of life – the products of my ego – then I can see that I have a spiritual mission. I have unique abilities that can assist all of us to change the way the world is. However I have to exercise my choice and use those abilities. It is me saying that I am dedicated to serving the world the best way I can that moves me on. But my ego mind will certainly try to distract me. Or pull me back into an illusion. Back into a comfort zone that may appear to keep me safe. But really ends up stopping me from doing all I am capable of.

As I step through into my ‘initiation’ in September I will be joined by many other Lightworkers. All of us will be making a choice. A pledge, if you like.

That choice will be to live a spiritual life. No matter what challenges or issues. I know that we will agree to do whatever is asked of us. Willingly and for the greater good of our fellow Spirits. Stepping away from the ego mind. Letting go of anything that has no place in our journey forward. It’s going to be a simple choice really. But one with big consequences. Because I know we will have to give voice to a different set of values.

And then live to those values. This is the change many of us wish for. But perhaps don’t know how to bring about. In turning my mind to an Ascension Consciousness I am placing love at the centre of everything I do. As much unconditional love as I can muster. I have been on the journey of learning to love myself for a long time. But to love others I have to embrace myself first. And keep in my mind and heart the hope of unconditional forgiveness, gratitude and service that flows along with unconditional love.

I also know that some people will make a choice to follow the other path. The one laid out by the ego mind. The mind that says change is too hard.

This will be another choice I have to make. I know that the people around me may prefer to stick with being unloving towards themselves. To reject the love and compassion that is being offered. Maybe even to continue to struggle. Keeping a ‘life is hard’ attitude. I have to accept that there is nothing I can do. It’s a choice they have made. However, since I also know about the process we are in I can engage in open, honest and clear conversations with my loved ones down here.

There is still no guarantee that we will make the same choice. I’m going to make the effort though. Because I also know that the decision we make will keep us on our chosen path for the next nine years. If I end up on the service (Spirit) path some the people I care about may be on the illusion (ego) path. That will bring me more decisions. Perhaps to much to think about at the moment when I am still in the process of choosing. And working to love me enough to let everything of the ego mind go.

The best I can do is be aware. Notice myself. Recognise the energy shifts that are bringing about this choice. And talking to everyone I can to share my observations. Are you getting ready?

Day 593 of my blogging challenge

Moon Gazing: The Next Energy Wave

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imageI’ve had a day filled with wonderful synchronicity. So many of my requests being answered so very quickly. I feel the forward momentum pulling my energy into new adventures. So no surprise on the way home to spend a little time moon gazing.

It’s not lost on me either that the numbers in today’s blog add up to twelve. I know it’s time for the next wave of Earth ArchAngels energies to be launched. I’ve been waiting for the signal to tell everyone more about it. Tonight, as I looked at the moon, I got my green for go signal. Some years ago, before I had even connected with these ArchAngels I was busy channelling ArchAngels Michael, Melchizedek and Uriel along with several of the Ascended Masters. Most of the work was done in trance with a group of loyal friends. We generated amazing energy between us based on the number nine, completion, vibration.

I was still testing the Energy Beings out during this work. I guess I will always question them and myself. It seemes to lead me to more connections not less. One particular evening I went out into the garden to look at the beauty of the full moon. She was bright in a slightly cloudy sky. As I stood there acknowledging her influence on the Earth I saw a pure golden light surround the moon. It was as if another light was shining on her. I watched in amazement as the moon started to move in the golden shimmer. I was seeing the opposite side. The side we call the dark side. As she flipped backwards and forwards I started to see geometric shapes in the surface.

I knew the shapes represented sacred geometric forms. They were moving so fast I couldn’t capture them in my mind. But I was certain that these shapes were a communication. I felt that I was being given some extra instructions if only I could work it out.

I have no idea how long this wonderful light show lasted. But suddenly the moon was covered by clouds. Her light was hidden. She stayed in cloud for the rest of the time I was out in the garden. Some time after that the trance group disbanded. We were sent on our separate missions. It was the time to move on for all of us. I was working more and more on my mediumship. My personal life was going through upheavals. Things turned upside down. I sort of forgot about the moon dance I had seen.

It can’t have been too long after that when I met Jan. I was painting again. Guidance was coming in about new work and new challenges. It seemed the meeting with Jan was fated to open up this new work. The channelling of the Pearls of Wisdom intention sprays was quickly followed by the scents of the individual ArchAngels. How far we have come. Today we discussed our Earth ArchAngels Roadshow. I have known for quite a while that one of the key parts of this work would be energy healing. For individuals but also for a much wider audience.

We have debated how this would happen for two years. The ArchAngels have contributed their opinions. However the actual method of delivering the energy waves has always been a bit vague.

At the start of this month I was told to send out three energy waves. Not full blasts in the way I know these Angels can deliver. The opening vibrations are to get people started on paying attention to the energy they give and receive. To help them ‘clean up their act’ so to speak. Alongside this I knew would be the individual energy transfer that is Parashiel’s Balm. Only I didn’t know when I would be able to really start that work. It felt like it would be soon. And I’ve had an opportunity to deliver a one to one wave today over the web.

On the way home the clouds looked like an angel’s wing, a dove in flight and an Elemental Earth Sprite. Then the moon danced for me again. She changed shape in a golden haze. This time there were rays of light radiating from an oval shaped moon. The rays beamed down to the Earth and out towards the stars. I know it’s time to start the one to one energy clearing. My work of the last two years is ready to be shared. I am  ready to be the purest channel I can be.

That is the key. At this present time I’m the only person able to bring in ArchAngel Parashiel’s energy wave. He has been teaching me the process for the last two years. The other eleven ArchAngels have worked with me to make sure that I cleaned up my own energy first.

That is the only way anyone can understand the work that is involved for others. You have to experience it before you can bring the energy through you. There are specific treatments needed to deal with the deep energy cleanse we will all need from being humans on this planet. Giving them is only possible when you have cleared your own energy of these issues. The Wysdom Odyssey is the proces that people can use in order to become channels for Parashiel’s energy.

Of course the Earth’s ArchAngels are making their presence felt to other people. They have been slowly nudging people to begin the work of clearing their own energy. The ArchAngels have also been busy at the Centre and people have sensed them. However, they have been very firm with Jan and I. We are the Guardians of their energies until more people have followed the same path as us. We have been given the standards they are setting for future Seekers, Custodians and Guardians. They will not allow anyone else to channel any of their energy waves unless they have done the required work. As they explain, it’s all about energy exchanges. What you get you must give and what you give you must get.

I know that I will continue to ‘clean up’ my energy act. It’s a requirement of being a Guardian. At the same time I can now offer Parashiel’s Balm Energy Clearing treatments. I’m looking forward to August. The ArchAngel work begins in earnest from the 12th! Such lovely moon gazing!

Day 245 of my blogging challenge.

Deep trance or light channelling?

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Earth's ArchAngel Etieliel

Earth’s ArchAngel Etieliel

I’m sitting writing my blog a lot earlier than usual today. I normally wait until the end of the day so that I can reflect on what has happened, write about whatever has caught my attention and clear the energy for the next day. Today though I’m feeling slightly spaced. This feeling is always a signal that I’m going to be doing some deep trance work. Working in a trance, a sort of deep medatative state, is different than channelling. When I’m channelling I still have a lot of awareness about myself even if the thoughts and feelings that I am experiencing belong to the person writing or speaking through me. When I move into a deep trance state I loose all sense of myself, my body disappears and I have no concious thought process going on. When I’m in that ‘zone’ the Energy Beings around me can step in very close to me and use my physical body as well as my aura to transmit information, healing or other high vibration energies like love & compassion.

The preparation for a trance session usually happens a few days before the actual event. From Wedsday evening I lost my appetite, started drinking more water and felt like I wanted nothing more than to go to sleep. Yesterday in the Minfdful Meditation group, that I usually channel, I found that I was working in a light trance state which allowed a Guide to come through and speak the meditation to the group. Earlier today in the Reiki Refresh, when I was channelling in the energy, I was very aware of going into and out of deeper trance states. There were many Energy Beings present, amongst them Guides, ArchAngels Etieliel, Arsheliel and Dareshiel, as well as the wonderful energy of the Morrigan. The healing energy was extremely strong as well as the creative energy that was being delivered too. It felt as if it was the right time for everyone in the group to find their creative spark so the energy was the to help inspire us.

Creation follows destruction and the Morrigan is one of my inspirers when I face letting things go. She always reminds me that I have the courage to rebuild, to create anew, to manifest something fresh. The ArchAngels are all very ‘can do’, ‘make it so’ types so it’s exciting to feel that something new is happening even if I don’t completely understand what it is yet. Perhaps that is what the trance work is about. I love when they connect with me on such a deep level that only my Spirit part is aware of what is happening. Yet out of that switch off of my human part my Higher Self & the Guide team can remind me of my purpose and how I am meant to deliver it. So will it be my Letters from the Light Side being discussed? Will it be more inspiration from the Earth’s ArchAngels? Or will it be something completely new? How exciting that I’m meeting up with my friend & colleague Jan Booth from Ostrich Angels tomorrow. It should be an interesting catch-up!

Day 151 of my blogging challenge.

Waiting is frustrating!

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imageToday has been the end of a long waiting period. Slowly over the past few months, one by one, my requests to the Universe have been sent to me. There have been times when waiting has seemed like an endless impossibility. Yet all I have been able to do is wait. Never the most patient of people I used to expect my wish list to come flying in as soon as I asked for it. After all I was very clear about what I wanted! I love that my Guides have helped me to learn to wait. And I kick against it still too ?

They know I can feel when the leading edge of something exciting is around me. After all I read energy for a living. When I’ve asked ‘is it time?’ or ‘is it now? or ‘when will it happen’ they have stayed silent. Sometimes I’ve tried to pick a fight with them about when it’s going to happen. I’ve told them they are being smug because they know my timeline and I don’t yet. The remind me that my Spirit evolution isn’t served by remembering the plan I made when in the Spirit World. I have to navigate this life as mostly human. I’ve asked them what the point is of being able to read energy if I can’t get an accurate grip on my future possible. They smile and say I can use it to read for others and that way I will stay on plan. Sometimes to encourage me they have given me broad outlines with hazy detail. Sometimes they have resisted all my prompts and said nothing at all. And every once in a while, usually a few hours before something happens, they have given me the detail.

I have slowly been building my collection of channelled art. I have several painters who work with me on different collections. Of course, the Earth’s ArchAngels all wanted their energy vibrations painting so I could learn to recognise when they were around. I’ve had success with paintings of Dareshiel & two inspired by Shimea in our local Open Art competition. I also work with a Guide who paints crystal vibrations – again so people can have that vibrational energy around them even if they aren’t drawn to crystals – so there is the Crystal Gazing collection. And I have another called The Night Garden inspired by a keen gardener who loves to reconnect people with Mother Earth. I have wanted to share all of this work with people because I know the colour, shape and energy vibration will have meaning for someone.

I have had a couple of articles locally in newspapers and last December some of my ArchAngel paintings featured in Spirit & Destiny magazine. They reviewed one of my Earth ArchAngel workshops where we do some painting. That article took seven months to be produced in print. I found the process frustrating because I had assumed that magazines printed on a shorter timeframe. I was on the point of giving up when the magazine told me the print dates. My Guides had quite a laugh when I had to say sorry to them. You see I had assumed by then that the prompting my Guides had given me to do the piece in the first place had been wrong. In fact I had mostly convinced myself that  next time I should ignore my Guides and not bother. If I had given up the next piece of the jigsaw would have zoomed away from me.

Ages ago a lovely friend of mine asked if I would like to display some of my artwork in a cafe space. I said yes, sent off the info and forgot to put the dates in my 2016 diary. A couple of weeks ago I was contacted by Kindred Spirit magazine (through my lovely friend Brenda at Blackwood Communications) as they were featuring my channelled art in the March/April issue. I was rather stunned because the piece Brenda had emailed them about me was at least 12 months ago. The main painting they wanted to use was ArchAngel Dareshiel of course. He’s already enjoyed being in the public eye. So I was amazed today to be contacted about my cafe display. It’s from next week and could I get my paintings over to them asap. Cue the ArchAngels, crystals and flowers all shouting in the energy that they wanted to go on display!

So the plan is really coming together. I wanted people to be able to enjoy and share the energy vibrations that end up in my paintings. Now they will, at a time that is right for them and me. Too soon and I would have been less confident about my artwork. In fact I might have turned these lovely experiences down altogether. Too late and I would have put my paint brushes away so that I could get on with other work. Now is the perfect timing. Not only for me. I know that the energy Dareshiel and the others bring is necessary and an encouragement to others. We need to find our individual Spirit Light so we can shine and make it active in the world. We are building a global community of Spirit so that we can change the world.

Changing the world will take mega patience. We will have to be prepared to wait, wait and wait some more. We will have to remember that each and every one of us has talents to share. We will need to be brave and bring our skills out into the public so that the Universe can deliver all of our wishes. Dreams do come true. Wishes are honoured. Not always in the way we expect or demand. If you develop a positive attitude to waiting, loose the frustration and remember your own efforts will deliver the dreams to your doorstep it can all,happen much, much sooner than you think.

Day 109 of my blogging challenge.